Losing My Little Brother | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me

Paskelbta 28 Grd 2020
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Amidst the chaos and competition of her career, Nikkie gets hit hard by reality when her brother passes away. But after an intense period of grief, her life turns around for the better when she meets her new boyfriend. As Nikkie looks to find a new balance in her life, she is inspired to reveal the truth about her own story.

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  • Manuel Fernandes

    Manuel Fernandes

    Prieš 3 dienas

    You're a beuatiful human being, a beautiful woman ... I admire you a lot ... Big kiss and hug for you ...

  • TImothy Jarvis

    TImothy Jarvis

    Prieš 6 dienų

    Here's my comment for the algorithm

  • DiAnitap. M

    DiAnitap. M

    Prieš 9 dienų


  • marareporter oficial

    marareporter oficial

    Prieš 15 dienų

    Oi bom dia meu positivo querida

  • Armantas Jasaitis

    Armantas Jasaitis

    Prieš 17 dienų

    I really sorry for your lost .Im crying rn.

  • Mr. Krypto

    Mr. Krypto

    Prieš 19 dienų

    Honestly, you're the strongest person I've ever seen! We love you Nikkie!

  • Peace Love and Paws

    Peace Love and Paws

    Prieš 23 dienas

    Dylan is the sweetest soul

  • Олеся Лесная

    Олеся Лесная

    Prieš 23 dienas

    Hey Nikkie!👋 I've just got to know you and your story. WOW!
    Dear girl, you should know you got my LOVE 💞 Love and respect from the wildest part of Russia 😍
    Nikkie, you amazed me from head to heels by your being true, courageous and gentle at the same time 💖💫🙌
    I feel your power, I feel your passion, I feel your love for the whole world 👏👏👏 I wish you all the luck in your YouTube project 💌 and I hope to meet with you once and embrace you as if we were sisters ✌ And yes, we are sisters 👭 Stay true, stay happy and never give up 💪
    Ik hou van je 🇳🇱 🤝 🇷🇺 Я тебя люблю!!!
    P.S. Mikai 💖 Rest in Peace, Boy 🙏

  • Reetuuw T

    Reetuuw T

    Prieš 24 dienas

    The moment when the boys weren’t allowed to meet Nikkie wasn’t only because of the predjudice against gays, but in islam men are not allowed to touch women, not even for a handshake

  • SporterRicky


    Prieš 25 dienų

    Losing Family is not funny if you need a shoulder to cry or to talk? y am ther for u lovely respect full greetings Sportster Ricky

  • Nuno Pereira

    Nuno Pereira

    Prieš 25 dienų

    Life is made of happiness and sadness

  • Kwnstantinos Tsixlas

    Kwnstantinos Tsixlas

    Prieš 26 dienų


  • M&S


    Prieš 26 dienų

    O M G!!😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️💋💛

  • Nargiz


    Prieš 27 dienų

    Proud of you! Sooo sad for your little brother... Loves from Azerbaijan. Stay strong kind Nikkie.

  • Greta Navarauskaite

    Greta Navarauskaite

    Prieš 27 dienų


  • sporsterRicky


    Prieš 28 dienų

    Poor nikkie how are you feeling now? Respect full greetings sportster Ricky

  • Maria Kenely

    Maria Kenely

    Prieš 28 dienų

    She's the sweetest thing 🥰

  • Anna Weij

    Anna Weij

    Prieš 29 dienų

    Ik ben nu zo hard aan het huilen

  • sanne kortooms

    sanne kortooms

    Prieš mėn

    zo bijzonder op deze berg. Je voelt het pas als je er bent geweest.

  • Joshua’s HAUS

    Joshua’s HAUS

    Prieš mėn

    Girl you’re brave for going to Kuwait.

  • helloKitty_hola


    Prieš mėn

  • btrfl ly

    btrfl ly

    Prieš mėn

    İ am proud of u nikkie🇦🇿❤

  • Renée Flamand

    Renée Flamand

    Prieš mėn

    Bless. Your. Precious. Heart.

  • Hayden Davis

    Hayden Davis

    Prieš mėn

    She’s really tall

  • Megan Baas

    Megan Baas

    Prieš mėn

    ik verloor mijn zusje toen ik 11 was nu bijna 2 jaar geleden ik voel het heel erg het komt hard binnen maar love voor jou nikkie

  • Lisa Hoeppner

    Lisa Hoeppner

    Prieš mėn

    You are strong. You are loved.❤️❤️❤️

  • Huda Gillani

    Huda Gillani

    Prieš mėn

    U came to kuwait and I missed itttt😭

  • Lovey LOVE

    Lovey LOVE

    Prieš mėn

    Sending her much love and respect from Maryland ❤️💜

  • Leela Rowe

    Leela Rowe

    Prieš mėn

    I am so sorry for your loss. Keep your head up mama. I know he's looking down from heaven and watching over you. Stay strong.

  • Glamour By B

    Glamour By B

    Prieš mėn

    Yooo u had me 😭😭😭😭😭

  • chlo money

    chlo money

    Prieš mėn

    I cried so hard I love nikkie so much she is so pretty and so strong❤

  • Eleans’s Tips & experiences

    Eleans’s Tips & experiences

    Prieš mėn

    I’m just so sorry that you lost 😞 your little brother that’s so sad 😭

  • Laura Ailev Luciferia

    Laura Ailev Luciferia

    Prieš mėn

    I'm crying, I lost my brother one year ago, he passed away by leucemia... life has been so hard since I lost him. I really sorry your lost Nikki

  • Oyun Aşkı

    Oyun Aşkı

    Prieš mėn


  • Sasa


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I realized, that I did know nothing about you? It’s so nice to see the Story behind you! To see how you think and feel, I just love it ❤️

  • Vanja ThaQueen

    Vanja ThaQueen

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Daaaamn, crying so much...
    "Im fine" .... You are just as strong as your beautiful brother

  • Jasmine C

    Jasmine C

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I’m just here balling my eyes out 🥺💜

  • copystrike me

    copystrike me

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    this has helped me a lot

  • Scrunch Vibes

    Scrunch Vibes

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    para cuando la segunda temporada nikkita? tkm animo

  • tyreesce lewis

    tyreesce lewis

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    i love this video so much i had me wanting to cry alot.i love you nikkie!

  • Kaonashi Yakuza

    Kaonashi Yakuza

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Damn i cried a lot ahhahahaha was not expecting that.

  • Sophie Middelkoop

    Sophie Middelkoop

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I had to cry when Nikkie and Dylan huged at the mountain

  • Rajyada Mishra

    Rajyada Mishra

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    More Power To You .. !!! ❤❤

  • Taylor Heart

    Taylor Heart

    Prieš 2 mėnesius


  • Kayla McMichael

    Kayla McMichael

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    You are the bravest, most selfless woman this world has been wonderful enough to know. You inspire people every single day all around the world. You’re a truly amazing person, inside and out. We need more people like you

  • Is


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

  • A J

    A J

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Mama tutorials is just the cutest human i stg😭❤️

  • Zouhour Iglesias

    Zouhour Iglesias

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I'm so sorry for your loss. May his soul rest in peace

  • Valley


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I can also put myself in this place .. Unfortunately my brother also passed away so I know roughly what it feels like to lose a dear person from your family .. I have watched this before and each time a tear is released. Just love how you function with this.

  • L Regan

    L Regan

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikki, I love that you're sharing the human layer behind the makeup goddess we all love. Thank you. Also, I didn't realize you are so tall. You are like an Amazonian goddess. My little 5'2" self is jelly.

  • Alysha Resendez Luna

    Alysha Resendez Luna

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I’m so sorry for u girl u

  • MsNikkieMichelle


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I love this woman so much. I remember watching her backkkk in the day, like when she got veneers and she was glowing and felt so confident and amazing and I remember being so happy for her and it’s incredible how far she came from then (and she was slaying it back then as well.) I cannot say enough amazing things about Nikkie, and I commend her for her bravery and fearlessness with sharing her feelings, emotions and just being raw. I wish her so much more happiness and success because she is incredible and strong and I just love her. 💞

  • Sophia Gaffney

    Sophia Gaffney

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I started crying this is so sad I’m so sorry for your loss

  • Eʅαʂƚιƈ Hҽαɾƚ

    Eʅαʂƚιƈ Hҽαɾƚ

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Heartbreaking.... I am so sorry for you and your families loss Nikkie.😔😢❤️💕

  • ColorixtVlogs


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Simplemente sin palabras😭 eres admirable😘

  • TEMI


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    what- She is so tall, I did not expect that

  • Kristine Lamonday

    Kristine Lamonday

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Thank you for sharing...during a dark time, your brightness shone down on my heart today...❤️⭐️

  • Jay Rapiz

    Jay Rapiz

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Started sobbing when she carefully recalled her last moments with Mikai

  • Sunny Kon

    Sunny Kon

    Prieš 2 mėnesius


  • Tayla Joy Pasqualle

    Tayla Joy Pasqualle

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    how tall is she, I'm obsessed with her height😍

  • Jo Lerdsiritanarak

    Jo Lerdsiritanarak

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    i'm crying while watching this

  • Fiona Hahn

    Fiona Hahn

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Okay, I cried the whole video 🥺💔

  • Leo O.

    Leo O.

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    why are the views hidden Ms Patty Lamar

  • Naomi Lykova

    Naomi Lykova

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    May he rest peacefully I’m so sorry

  • levi


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Damn, she's really tall

  • Laura Cruz Singer

    Laura Cruz Singer

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    This made me cry

  • Rere Alkandrie

    Rere Alkandrie

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    هل انا الوحيدة الي ما كنت ادري انها يت الكويت 😂

  • Alex cobain

    Alex cobain

    Prieš 2 mėnesius


  • Kartoffel __

    Kartoffel __

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    I am not really a follower of nikkie, but this is soo sad and I, as a big sister, can not imagine the pain she and her family were going through.
    That she get through this is SO strong and unbelievable. ❤

  • _leonora_ _

    _leonora_ _

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Family and real life is important. No likes.

  • J N K

    J N K

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    She’s just amazing, such an inspiration for all!! ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • shawty


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikki you are so strong! Truly a beautiful soul

  • celestine steele

    celestine steele

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    sorry about ya brother

  • Jennifer Reynoso

    Jennifer Reynoso

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Am I the only one who thinks she sometimes sounds just like Khloe Kardashian?

  • sofia briones

    sofia briones

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    the fact that Dylan doesn't care about views or anything really my respect for Nikki and Dylan with always be this hight 📶

  • Marije Veldpape

    Marije Veldpape

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Ik vind het zo jammer voor je 😣😣😣😣😗😘😘😗😗😘😗😘😗😘😗😘😗😗😘😘😗😣😣😣😣😣😣😣❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • Kat Rita Dimitriadis

    Kat Rita Dimitriadis

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Humans have the ability to be so amazing. Everyone clapping as Nikkie reached the finish line, all that support, kindness and love; I burst into tears. Thanks for showing us you in this series Nikkie. You give so many of us the courage to go forth with authenticity

  • Jack Ames

    Jack Ames

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    nikkie i am so sorry, i sibling bond is so speacial.

  • Jesselyn Gonzalez

    Jesselyn Gonzalez

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Poor baby. RIP Mica.

  • Disha Sarkar

    Disha Sarkar

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Everyone needs a Linda in their life.

  • garcio budownik

    garcio budownik

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I’m not crying , you are

  • MaryMary 15

    MaryMary 15

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Just watched this episode and you talk about your brother being the strongest person you know, well sister he learned from the best..... you! You are a strong resilient person. Keep the positivity going. Love you.

  • Alejandra Garcia

    Alejandra Garcia

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Wow if they only knew !!! 😯

  • Lizbeth Ames

    Lizbeth Ames

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    It's my first time watching your video and I love you.

  • Iman A.

    Iman A.

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Wow. This made me cry so hard. Nikkie is SUCH a STRONG and Influancal Woman! I Respect her so much!

  • Liz S

    Liz S

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Oh Nikkie, you’ve ruined my makeup 💜🥺

  • Tamara Jovičić

    Tamara Jovičić

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I love you 💙

  • uzuki


    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    You so cool love you

  • Angie Kennedy

    Angie Kennedy

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    And here I am, crying in my bed in the middle of the night.

  • Se Al

    Se Al

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    That touched me really hard

  • Holly Easton-Lankester

    Holly Easton-Lankester

    Prieš 3 mėnesius


  • Meagan Sandhaas

    Meagan Sandhaas

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I lost my little brother in February of 2020, thank you I needed this ❤️

  • Green Eyes

    Green Eyes

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    So sorry my condolences

  • Elise Tsang

    Elise Tsang

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    So sorry to hear about your lost I know how it feels i lost my mother in law a week ago it was sad she be rest in peace hope you be ok Nikki love u ❤️🥲

  • Mahra Alkhoori

    Mahra Alkhoori

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    This is sad😭🥺😞❤️💔

  • Melissa Lopez

    Melissa Lopez

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Omg I’m crying rn it hurts to lose a loved one and just know we all love you and stay strong!❤️

  • Grace B

    Grace B

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I am so sorry

  • Maud


    Prieš 3 mėnesius


  • Wicked Weekee 위키

    Wicked Weekee 위키

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Nikki♡ Come to South Korea plz!!♡

  • 602


    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Why do you post something like that