The Pressure To Perform | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me

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Nikkie's dependence on likes and views comes into sharp focus as she realizes she's put too much emphasis on them. As she deals with these issues and dives head-first into work, her brother Mikai's health is rapidly deteriorating.

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  • jolidu


    Prieš 4 dienas

    She has such a classic hearty Dutch laugh! 😂 Euch euch euch!

  • Jana sz

    Jana sz

    Prieš 5 dienų

    she saying sorry to me was heart-broking

  • Kevin A.

    Kevin A.

    Prieš 9 dienų

    It's really sad to see how these kids only rely on numbers, clicks and likes these days to be happy. Try taking a look in the mirror for once... Like, really!

  • Tammy Williams

    Tammy Williams

    Prieš 10 dienų

    Where is Nikkie from? I was surprised by her mother's accent. Peace and grace

  • Josiah Dillinger

    Josiah Dillinger

    Prieš 16 dienų

    I love you

  • Bonnie Rae

    Bonnie Rae

    Prieš 18 dienų

    Seeing Nikkie surround herself w great people gives me the warm and fuzzies 😍😍😍😍

  • Joanne Arctic

    Joanne Arctic

    Prieš 28 dienų

    Mojito is not English.

  • Sam St Amant

    Sam St Amant

    Prieš mėn

    Shame on designers for setting unrealistic body standards. It’s 2021 it’s time
    To move on

  • Sam St Amant

    Sam St Amant

    Prieš mėn

    Love you nikkieee!!

  • Tania Zoé

    Tania Zoé

    Prieš mėn

    i'm 24 but i've been watching since middle school. when you came out, I saw you flourishing and was soOOOOOOOOOO proud of you

  • Gidgit VonLaRue

    Gidgit VonLaRue

    Prieš mėn

    Oh hon you are gorgeous. Don't chop into your face - lose weight. Worked for me. I had zero jaw line for a while as I was a 'big' gal - lost the weight - there was my jawline AND cheek bones!

  • Renée Flamand

    Renée Flamand

    Prieš mėn

    And you make me cry.

  • Renée Flamand

    Renée Flamand

    Prieš mėn

    I’m 53, late to the game, any game, cosmetics and YouTube, and found you and loved you and looped into you and then learned. I so wish I could reach you to let you know how you reached me. I started a YouTube channel in January to help women with narcissistic abuse. I post daily and am nothing but 100% honest. I saw that in you before I learned, during me learning, and post me learning. I’m older than you; so I can tell you, my sweetheart.....You. Have. It. Down. All of it. Any of it. Style. Knowledge. Courage. Grace, even when you’re flipping someone off. Grace. You are a light. And I commend you.

  • country boy i love uuu

    country boy i love uuu

    Prieš mėn

    Nikkie is so gorgeous

  • DerLiesl


    Prieš mėn

    I love love LOVE that you use music by Eefje de Visser ♥ She is amazing!
    00:34 3:25 7:22 9:10 12:14

  • V Morningstar

    V Morningstar

    Prieš mėn

    You are beautiful! No matter what!!!!!!!

  • Scarlet Romarate

    Scarlet Romarate

    Prieš mėn

    Ilove nikki . Hope more vids to come from phillippines

  • Sam en Sjoerd

    Sam en Sjoerd

    Prieš mėn

    Girl i also have the duck alarm.

  • Lauren Marie

    Lauren Marie

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikkie is literally the only beauty guru I feel like I would actually love to be friends with. Her personality is so cute, and she's still so humble and sweet. I just adore her. She deserves all the success she has today! 😍❤💞

  • Shania Reyes Dcarlo

    Shania Reyes Dcarlo

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Sister you are Beautiful Inside and out!.. Ups not im sorry i said it wrong on the out side part, let me clear that phrase you are not Beautiful outside, You are more then that you are Gourges Glamazon my sefl! Thank you for representing us Trans Women Powerd

  • Prettynails ByM

    Prettynails ByM

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikkie you are amazeballs!!! I love, adore everything about you!!!!!! I admire you so much

  • Lisa M

    Lisa M

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    You’re a beautiful person 💕

  • onepainfulangel 1111

    onepainfulangel 1111

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Sending love and light to you and your fam Nikkie ❤️🌈❤️

  • Megha Grover.

    Megha Grover.

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikkie you’re so beautiful I can’t take my eyes off from you ❤️❤️ I love too see you gorgeous 😍😍😍😍 your face is so pretty . You’re so damn at doing makeup 💕

  • Brittany Clemente

    Brittany Clemente

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Always having to prove yourself, that’s called being a woman. You are enough.

  • passing by

    passing by

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    제목에도 한국어가 있어..오늘 알게된 채널이지만 덕분에 더 잘 이해하면서 볼 수 있겠어요!:):)

  • Stella Black

    Stella Black

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Doesn't she look a little like rihanna in the video with the 10 million subscribers?

  • Gucci Mayne

    Gucci Mayne

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    12:47.. Illuminati signs.. makes sense now

  • Janice xxx

    Janice xxx

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    You are my idol Nikkie. You are the strongest and most beautiful human being ever. Ik hoop ooit in je voetsporen te mogen treden, ooit ga ik beginnen met mijn eigen kanaal!

  • Victoria K

    Victoria K

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    what kind of surgery was that for the neck? like a liposuction?

  • fraviolet


    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikkie you have an angel on your shoulder now❤️

  • lenin romero

    lenin romero

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    se que nunca veras este mensaje pero tu canal lo veo desde hace 10 años, no se solo me encanto, y desde hace 10 años te conosco, y eres super especial y hermosa, suerte y que sigas triunfando, 2021

  • George Hicks

    George Hicks

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    You make people happy. I would ask you to replace Ellen, but who would want to go to that toxic world?

  • Robin McMillin

    Robin McMillin

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nikkie you are amazing you are probably one of the strongest people I have ever had the opportunity to be a part of by watching your videos. And you are a very very beautiful woman.

  • zanib khan

    zanib khan

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Please follow me on insta zanib khan 580@

  • zanib khan

    zanib khan

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Nice video niki

  • Maritza Bonilla

    Maritza Bonilla

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    Omg Nikkie in this video min before you explained about that look on ur face. I was thinking out loud " DAMMM SHE'S BEAUTIFUL! and I meant it, and I am not thee only one that thinks that! I LOVE what you do and I am PROUD of you!

  • Kanye Krazy

    Kanye Krazy

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    You're such a inspiration. The most sweetest strong and beautiful person ever. I love you, Nikkie 💚

  • Jack Ames

    Jack Ames

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    i had no idea she lost her brother my heart goes out to her

  • Jack Ames

    Jack Ames

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    “every time i gain a million subscribers i go out with my family” ugh relatable

  • Jack Ames

    Jack Ames

    Prieš 2 mėnesius

    girl ur skinniest stage of ur life would not give u a chin i believe in u!

  • Christina Davies

    Christina Davies

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    This documentary series makes me feel like numbers views run her world and that maybe I should be more cautious of what products I purchase because I don't know what's real and what was done/ or said for views and numbers. lm a bit stand-off ish now not gonna lie.

  • Amaar doc

    Amaar doc

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I canot believe you are trans

  • Bonnie Merk

    Bonnie Merk

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    when she says "is there anything i could say that would stop you from doing this?" it's not up to anyone but nikkie to stop her from doing what she wants..

  • zanib khan

    zanib khan

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Nice video love from pk

  • Holly Easton-Lankester

    Holly Easton-Lankester

    Prieš 3 mėnesius


  • Mery Gomez Burgos

    Mery Gomez Burgos

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    You are a strong queen and you became a true and brilliant star. Congratulations for everything you got 💙

  • dharma walls

    dharma walls

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    just stopping by to tell you that you don’t EVER have to apologize for being “too wide” you are beautiful! inside & out! that broke my heart to hear you apologize for that.. i’m sorry that you feel like you have too.. but just remember how amazing you are! we love you Nikkie ❤️



    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Literally flooded me in tears.. I tend to use work as an excuse so I don’t get too into my emotions as well. One thing I found out is the more I ran away from these problems, it just broke me down more as a person. Thank you for letting us see this side of you Nikki ❤️

  • Jasmine Lynn

    Jasmine Lynn

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I’m so sorry for your loss nikkie 🥺 thankyou for sharing your story with us❤️

  • Lorren Raven M

    Lorren Raven M

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Omg I finally get to watch this 😍 🥺

  • Aaliyah Rivera fooo

    Aaliyah Rivera fooo

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    No matter how happy and goofy you are... there’s always someone on the inside the complete opposite. I love Nikki so so much . I understand how she is and see how much she has grown over the years even tho I don’t know the whole story I genuinely love her so much ❤️

  • Tazeem Hussain

    Tazeem Hussain

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Your like james Charles

  • Shaina Kampu

    Shaina Kampu

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    U r sooooo beutifull luv u from india

  • Andrea Salazar

    Andrea Salazar

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    omg I cant believe you were in Tenerife!! i wish I could show you all the beautiful places from there

  • Michela Wulff Martinussen

    Michela Wulff Martinussen

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    How many views does this video have?

  • LeeWender


    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    Why did I cry (joyously for you) through this whole video??? You are beautiful and powerful and amazing. And all those times you didn’t know it makes me sad, but you came out the other side to be a wonderful inspiration, not even planning to be. ❤️ to you!

  • Elizabeth wofford

    Elizabeth wofford

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    It kinda breaks my heart to see how much social media controls the lives of the influencers. What a trip. I know its similar for any type of celebrity so its not bizarre but its different than from when I was a kid for sure. I didnt even know about youtube until my late twenties while Nikki had millions of subs lol.

  • Hope H

    Hope H

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I feel like a lot of people can relate to feeling as if they need to apologize for existing. We should all collectively agree to never apologize for existing again.

  • Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha

    Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha

    Prieš 3 mėnesius

    I really respect you🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️

  • Shayn WW

    Shayn WW

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I was crying. I didn't expected it would be so honest. Thank you Nikkie for sharing your life and what is inside of you.

  • Alisha Carter

    Alisha Carter

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    This series is great !

  • L Knap

    L Knap

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I love that you are whole heartedly yourself. Stay true to yourself because you are the most real person in the makeup game. Maybe even the only real one.

  • Christie Lynne

    Christie Lynne

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I love Nikki so much. She's the best inspiration and role model. (and she's absolutely beautiful to boot!) ❤ my heart breaks for her that she lost her sweet little brother. May he rest in peace. 😥

  • Tabassum raha Tabassumraha

    Tabassum raha Tabassumraha

    Prieš 4 mėnesius


  • Niki Fix OFCC

    Niki Fix OFCC

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    if only you knew what you looked like through my eyes! you’re beautiful!

  • Ocha Mocha

    Ocha Mocha

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    i forgot how much i loved nikkie and how comforting she is to me :’) im so so glad i came across her videos again 💖

  • FabioM


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    You're so beautiful. In and out.

  • september rain

    september rain

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I really like this part of Nikkie in glasses and all cozy. You have a beautiful soul, Nikki!

  • Nikita Kanninga

    Nikita Kanninga

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Omg!!! Ik wil mijn onderkin ook al heel lang weg kan je me vertellen waar je het heb laten doen????

  • Jasmine C

    Jasmine C

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Nikki I’m so thankful to you for your openness and I just love you

  • Harry just Harry

    Harry just Harry

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Screw the people that are being mean there just jealous big is beautiful period ❤️❤️

  • Myles


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    nikkie, i love you so much. you have no idea how many times watching your videos has calmed me down after a breakdown or when i'm going through another rough day. i really can not thank you enough for everything you do. you are so strong to have been able to get through all you've had to deal with. we are so damn proud of you, and always know that we'll support any decision you make. please get rest whenever you need it. i love you nikkie💕

  • Chill with Emmi

    Chill with Emmi

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    So emotional. You are so real and so raw I love the “layers of me” series so much. Sorry I’m late to watch but I just got back on YouTube! I just made my first video and you inspire me so much to keep pushing forward. Love you

  • Monica Sandler

    Monica Sandler

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I am relatively new to watching you but in just these few bits it is pretty amazing to hear how you have worked yourself out of your accented English. I happen to love your native language, but that is me. ;)

  • E P

    E P

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I totally get the double chin situation im 29 had it no matter what size i am its a family gene my own dad wants to let me get surgery for it cause he understands somthings u cant fix naturally

  • Sophia Nieves

    Sophia Nieves

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I feel that when I go shopping

  • Tierden's Makeup Room

    Tierden's Makeup Room

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    This is so amazing and heart warming I am crying and feel so happy for you

  • Ronnel Glorioso

    Ronnel Glorioso

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    When was this filmed?



    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I come to this videos prepared to ball my eyes out

  • Fatimah Ibrahim

    Fatimah Ibrahim

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Nikki just towering over everyone like the glamazon I want to be...

  • Musica Cura

    Musica Cura

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Nikki you are so humble ❤️ I enjoy all you have done. Just know that you don’t need people to accept you for your true self. Ppl are will criticize you for the smallest things just enjoy your life and continue being the beautiful person you have been.

  • valeria rodriguez

    valeria rodriguez

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I just want to hug her... like those hugs that make you feel stronger

  • Toni Oudalstoel

    Toni Oudalstoel

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    You are such a beautiful person

  • Dulcinea MP

    Dulcinea MP

    Prieš 4 mėnesius


  • LILY리리 :3

    LILY리리 :3

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I'm crying..

  • Makeupholic me

    Makeupholic me

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Can never forget the day I met u in Kuwait

  • Kristine Noffsinger

    Kristine Noffsinger

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I love you so so much nikkie! So inspiring! Xox🙌❤💋💜😍

  • Beccaj93


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    You are an inspiration

  • Voxifera


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    "Today was successful! Let's eat" MOOD

  • jamiefraser0


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Really you're so beautiful and I'm so envious because you're so tall. I'm practically a dwarf and I even need help to open the window at work because I can't reach it. You're like a warrior queen, talland proud and beautiful and just there!

  • тм.


    Prieš 4 mėnesius




    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I'm 65, I remember watching that little girl and admiring her confidence. I was a fan of hers, and I'm a fan of you.

  • ELEANOR Turner

    ELEANOR Turner

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    You are so pretty

  • Lauren R

    Lauren R

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    Nikki is so beautiful.

  • Heidi K

    Heidi K

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    It’s sad to see that you needed to feel wide or big, it’s their job to fix size for you.
    But I like this when you show more about you and behind the scenes.
    Then I saw you walked in Tenerife and strand promenad Los Crisianos and you was in one of my favorite restaurants and best mojito 😊😋
    And I love loro parque, and so on.
    Los Cristianos and Las America is build around the Vintersol it’s rehabilitation for rheumatism, ms and for so many. And many, not all is sitting on wheelchair so it’s easy access. Even the beach and so on. Been there in los cristianos about 32-35 times and also lived there 😊
    You are inspiring 💗

  • Rissa Inocencio

    Rissa Inocencio

    Prieš 4 mėnesius


  • LaraCroft


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    You are so talented and inspiration to many.

  • Liz


    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I love that we see Nikkie as just a PERSON. Not a celebrity, an influencer, just a true, beautiful human being navigating her way through this crazy career.

  • ivelisse hernandez

    ivelisse hernandez

    Prieš 4 mėnesius

    I haaaaated the photoshoot part. I felt her pain...The issue was probably a mixture of unprofessional stylists and her not having a person that is dedicated to have everything ready for her. The least it could've been done was to have a day to take measurements. It's common sense!! She is very tall so you need to make sure everything looks the way it should. She still looked beautiful though.